Friday, November 29, 2019

Something Jesus said


am new wine

stomped on, 
the old way

and now this skin is 
too tight

like a finger pricked
i bleed through 
beading the sack

soon all of me will spill 
out

sloshing
and rimming
the hand
that drinks

seeking royal peerage
in lips stained purple
and clinging 
to a temporary
embrace

your holy kiss

Wednesday, November 27, 2019

And it was sunlight


Her lips parted 
like a cloudy day.

Brightness shone 
in the rose of her cheeks
as she smiled
blood blushed delight
at our parting.

Aloneness is not loneliness.

The soul desires 
itself, unmasked
unfinished and undulating 
in infinite becoming;

to see its own face
each moment
in that eternally lit room
at the center of spirit,
the intersection of all
belonging.

I took pictures
in my mind
and flipped through her pages
when I was alone.

She laughed, and it was sunlight.

Thursday, November 21, 2019

She clapped her hands



She clapped her hands
to a beat no one could follow

How foolishly she looked
compressing so vigorously

a heart that stopped beating
three years ago

Heads bowed
hearts folded in prayer

She just kept clapping her hands

After the rain


Tree leaves shoot spitballs in my eye and laugh
jostling like middle-school boys
punching each other with scrawny arms

Each fist a valentine kiss
a baptismal sting

Do I see differently now?

that clouds have cleared
and raindrops pool at my feet
bleeding soil

reflecting the naked rainbow
that streaks through the yard
with a twinkle in his eye

What delight there is in the slow recovery.

of holy waterfalls from heaven
that cleanse
and merge
the imperceptible divide

What was only seen through
a squint’s slit
opens wide
in the gentle safety
of steam
rising from the sidewalk

rising from the heat of the soul
lit again
by an interior flick of
the ethereal switch

The heart’s imperceptible desire
flung wide
as an Ohio sky
after the rain










Friday, November 15, 2019

To Be Small



to be small.
a feeling in—
significance
In—
another’s eyes
relegated
negotiated
isolated
for the advantage.

to be small.
given a bar
higher than your reach
told it is 
low
expectation.

to be small.
coming
only from within 
to hide
to protect
from—
another’s eyes,
too narrow
to let your light in
too slim
to hold 
the weight of you.

Weary


She collapses on the kitchen table as you enter the room. 

Shoulders slumped like the rumpled corner of a bedsheet
one edge stretched too thin. 

This is the mold her body shapes to each day 
when the dishes are done 
and the children are in their beds, 
not asleep—not yet—still
pleading with the shadows 
for one more drink 
and one more book 
and one more minute with the light on. 

But she does not 
have one more of anything to give. 

Blurry-eyed and blinking at the clock,
she finds she’s worked too late and too long, 
again.

Leaving her office 
she turns the lock on the door 
like a DJ turns a table on a raucous Saturday night
the moment the beat drops
and an unnatural silence is held in the tension of fingers. 

Walking down the empty hallway 
echoes her own vacancy.